So, l've never actually told anyone this but I felt like I needed to get it off my chest. I, a 19 year old man, and my friend, an 18 year old male friend, just graduated high school but when we did the "deed" we were both in high school. Some context, my friend and I had a weird friendship. We barely did anything without each other but neither of us wanted to admit we were that close. I'm naturally a very masculine man outside of my own personal space and my friend was the same way. When we were alone, we'd cry to movies we'd go watch in the theaters or enjoy bowling. Note: bowling isn't gay but not a lot of people in my city considered it a manly sport. After a while we decided too meet up. He had invited me too a threesome. was an openly gay man, had been for S few years but he was straight. When I arrived, there was no woman, just him. I have to admit, I wasn't against the idea of dating him. We were young, capable of making something from our relationship, but neither of us actually bit the nail and asked. Anyway, when I arrived, we talked and I was geniuenly glad that there was no woman. Nothing against women, but I'm gay and I wasn't entirely into the idea of watching while my friend and a random woman had all the fun. I had prepared through, just in case anything developed. (Bottom issues). After we talked, we smoked some weed. When we were done, he offered to do the threesome but with just us. His words not mine. I agreed and he pulled his pants down. (He was bigger than I thought) Once we were done, I awkwardly left and texted him. He said he had a good time, I said the same, and than nothing for veeks. It's been a year now and he won't reply too me. Have I done something wrong? Or is he just shocked and doesn't wanna talk too me. Did I agree and take things too far or is he in the wrong. I'm sad that 1 lost a friend but at the same time I wanna give him his space. What should I do?

Edit: I'd like to clarify some of the conditions that lead to this. One of them being the weed. We were partially intoxicated. Two, I was and still am, wearing a cock cage. So I was horny, and mixed with the emotions of being a teenager, my locked dicked made most of my decisions. Three, he was hot af ngl