For context (sorry if long): Ex gf and I split due to indifferences about wanting children in the near future. After the breakup, I went 3 months without any sexual activity. Eventually though, like most unprecedented encounters happen, last Friday my openly gay friend and I got stupidly drunk at his apt. I bitched to him for a while about being sexually frustrated, especially for head since I like that even more than sex, and my ex wouldn’t blow me much either. It was like a chore to her.

He straight up just said offered to suck my dick, and I accepted. Best head I’ve ever received in my life btw, I came 3 times and he swallowed everything. Morning after wasn’t awkward at all either. I even asked him if he could do it again and he obliged. We came to an agreement that we should be FWB because I really like having my dick sucked, and he enjoys sucking dick lol. I’ve been going to his place for head everyday since then.

Thing is I feel bad because he’s servicing me everyday, but I’m not doing anything for him in return. I texted him about it yesterday after I left his place and he told me most gay guys don’t care for reciprocation, they just wanna suck and if I insisted on doing something for him, I could “fuck his brains” out as thanks if I’m ever up for it later on. But why don’t you guys like getting sucked back? Or at least ask for something else in return?