Hey y’all what’s up x I’m in my twenties, I’m currently not working right now, but I’ve been working since I was 16 lol. I decided to go back to college just because I want to have a degree under my name and if I have to in the future I’ll get a job with my degree instead of cash register shit ykno? I have been in love once when I was in highschool to a close friend. It was love at first sight. I never had encountered those emotions before, and yes love at first sight is really a thing. Never had I seen a more beautiful handsome guy in my existence… and he was mine. For two years I was with him everyday until my house got raided by the feds for illegal conduct. It was for drugs nothing crazy sexual chill out! 😅After him I never wanted to love again. I was like those insects 🕷️ after I got what I wanted from a guy I just stopped talking to him & moved on to the next one. (2010s was like the mainstream start of gay guys converting straight guys. Not even converting, but yall know what I’m talking about. It was like a boost to my self esteem knowing that I could make a straight man question himself or not care & still mess w me. It was intoxicating. I’m now a little older and completely had a change of lifestyle these past months & I’m loving every one bit of it. My parents and sometimes siblings ask me when will I start dating or settle down with someone. I honestly don’t even know anymore… most ppl tell me I’m handsome but I have body dysmorphia; after graduating hs a semester early I chose to lose approx 100 lbs before graduation and I did it. I was obese my whole life & now people sometimes say I’m getting too thin but I’m not that thin anymore I don’t even think I’m thin anymore . Hence that’s where the dysmorphia started. Aside from all that, I will cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner for my man. I’ll always have the house clean bc you never know when friends want to stop by. I’ll support you pxhysicslly and emotionally. I’ll massage you after a hard day of work every day ❤️ I get that sense of needing to be on top of everything kinda like how my mother is. So funny she honestly taught me how to be a good wife without even knowing lol. Of course there’s so much more I would do for my man when he shows up lmao buttttt, Im posting because I want to know what other gay guys think about my situation. Would you go out with someone like me?, or even give a chance?