Hello potential alphas/doms

I'm a pathetic excuse of a man who needs to be owned and turned from a bi curious guy who is married into an absolute cock craving sissy over time. I'm looking to have boundries pushed over time and to give up as much control as possible without raising suspicion from wife. I am dedicated and obedient with lots of free time to reach milestones set out by a master. I'm not looking for a once off session but rather a real connection, also please no findoms or blackmail doms. In summary I'm looking for a perverted, strict and cruel relationship but also private, secure and trustworthy.

I have a huge kinks list, a few main ones are: anal, sissification, cbt, gooning/edging, chastity, predicament, bondage, denial, ruined, nipple play, hypnosis and much more

Dm me if you're looking for a long term pathetic beta