Hey really nervous posting, but I am serious. White, 6ft 2 and overweight and a real deal beta virgin loser. I am posting here, but I promise you I believe I am straight. I never looked at dudes when I was younger I wanted a GF, but failed and was unconfident. A little red pill and the whole conquering a failed male is the straightest thing you can do led me here. But I slowly came to realize I'm the beta. I have tried and flaked before to learn my place. If you are to succeed you will have to take the right steps. Don't send any pictures unless your a sadistic fimboy that knows there hot. Otherwise if your more dudeish if I see who I will have to submit to it will become too real. Either way you got to be under 25 preferably under me. I will show you pics of me if you want just please if you want to ghost tell me first . You will have to be quick I will tell you when I am available and commit a time out of me or give me an address. If you don't I might flake if you do I might feel obligated to complete the task knowing you were serious. For kinks I wouldn't mind at all being forcefully fiminized, but I think it might be hotter corrupting me to be gay or a submissive top or something. Hypno, humiliation, degration, SPH, CBT, forced body worship, restraints, socks/feet, water sports if it's not scat/public/permanent/blood I'm probably going to accept it. If it makes me feel like the f word all the better. If you want to include blackmail better. Take a recording of me saying I wanted it, make me agree to a contract of so many visits. If your worried tie me up before we begin so I can't bounce and get a pic of a facial on me, make me watch some LGBT television with you. Convert me. Make me one day be the one undressing you neededly. The absolute dream is a fimboy/ twink/ Petite Asian who wants to make me be their bitch or practice boyfriend. Who is either a total monster or sickly sweet take me in the hand in trying to coerce me and teach me to cuddle and kiss and one day rips off the socks I said made me not gay. You either Stockholm me into enjoying it or maybe when not doming your nice enough and we talk enough that lonely me thinks I have a friend. I want to this to stay downlow maybe you are so good you blackmail me into a better shape and shape of mind molding me into what you want and need. Maybe as far as public in the short term I would be willing to be forced to take you shopping like a supportive friend/"roommate" a ways out of town and you keep trying to push the limit. I want to hear your all ideas and for YOU to be in charge. I'm going to sleep to hide from this and the most detailed and serious messages I will respond to in the morning.