i'm seeking to finally give up my normal life and become a sissy slave full time! know it's a big ask, but gotta go for it, right?

can start online to gain trust/experience together, but would ideally eventually end up as 24/7/365 TPE, full slave lifestyle, me having no life outside of being your toy!
pretty quickly too, within a year? timeline is fully flexible

as a sissy, i really believe in the pillars of sissification: chastity, hypnosis, COCK!
PLEASE use these to completely mindfuck and break me into your perfect little bimbo sissy slave!
it starts online but progresses to permanent chastity, hormones, surgeries and more before too long, but i NEED an Owner (or Owners!!) to do it to me! (have some saved for this purpose)

me:
38, white, pale, mostly smooth skin, pretty fit, tattoos, healthy, clean and disease free, not passable yet
longtime closet sissy, since teenager, very experienced, pretty slutty, but never been able to go over the edge fully, need a Dom to make that happen for me.
i'm very kinky, very few limits, and once ownership was complete, limits would be meaningless anyway.
fetishes include chastity, hypno, humiliation, nipple play, cum, toys, groups and lots more!
in chastity a lot, have a good stash of sissy clothes/toys/bondage gear and super eager to play! webcam and more to help out.
my ideal is you documenting the whole thing and making me your personal sissy porn star.
i live with housemates for now, but could eventually move out, and even relocate. i have a job that takes a lot of my time, but would be happy to phase that out. i'd be looking to leave EVERYTHING behind to make this happen! i'm 100% serious!!!

You:
older man (or MEN! the idea of a group doing this to me together makes my clitty throb in its cage!!)
who wants a permanent sissy slave to break and abuse.
i don't care much about your body type, though, like any sissy, i'll say that a big cock is ideal, but not a deal breaker
ideally you're very kinky, and somewhat cruel and merciless, i need to be taken past my comfort level and transformed forever into what you want, not what i want.
ideally you can eventually host me, even if it's one room in your basement that only locks from the outside!
biggest thing is you have to be turned on by the PROCESS! too many guys want an already pre-made sissy, but i want to be created by you for your pleasure. i need an Owner who gets off on what he's doing to me!

again, i know it's a lot to ask, but please check out my profile and try me!!!