Sub M18 with a moldable brain

Be patient, you will have to teach me the manners of directing and correcting me, being strict but not enough to scare me.

Hi, I'm 18 years old, I'm from Mexico and I'm new to the world of BDSM. I'm looking for a Dom who can help me explore and grow little by little. Because of the distance, we interact mostly online. I don't have any toys at the moment, but I'm eager to learn and follow commands, even if I have to get creative to fulfill them at home. I ask for patience as I navigate this journey and I'm open to many things. However, I don't do crossdressing, scat, blood, or anything public.

I'm drawn to BDSM because I love the feeling of being at someone's mercy. Being tied up, blindfolded, and helpless turns me on and I also have a strong foot fetish. I'm open to humiliation and degradation. My boundaries are flexible and I'm curious to explore new things (actually, my boundaries are crossdressing, exhibitionism, scat, illegal stuff, blackmail). I ask for clear communication along the way to make sure I feel comfortable progressing.

As for photos and videos, I'm fine with sending them, but I'm shy about speaking English because I'm still learning. I live with family, so sometimes it can be difficult to send media. If it's urgent I can sneak into the bathroom to take a quick photo or video, but I ask for flexibility because it won't always be possible.

I want to mention that I have a physical disability: a dislocated hip and clubfoot on both feet. I can walk on my own and don't use a wheelchair, but I do have some limitations. My right leg is 4cm longer than my left, so when I'm in the same position for long periods of time, I need to alternate weight between my legs. I can't jump or do certain physically demanding tasks. I sometimes feel ashamed of my body because of this, and it would mean a lot if my Dom could help me appreciate myself and build my confidence as we explore BDSM.

Say Avocado if you saw this. I also want a Dom who can help me develop healthier habits, such as helping me with my exercise routines. A Dom who can guide me both mentally and physically would be ideal as I am trying to improve my health and gain strength.

As far as obedience goes, I am open to creative commands such as wearing the same underwear for a week without washing it, avoiding certain foods, or setting specific times to submit. I may even explore things like drinking my own urine if my Master commands me to as I enjoy the idea of being completely dominated.

The first one was too aggressive and brought me down, and the second disappeared without explanation. I promise to be loyal, obedient, and accept discipline if it will help me improve.

I am looking for a patient Dom who understands my unique situation and can guide me not only in BDSM but also in my personal growth and health. I am eager to learn and submit, but I need someone who can help me feel good about myself while also helping me become a better submissive.