Im a Married transguy ftm, my wife knows about my online play but doesn't engage.

I've been curious about being pushed deeper into submission for a while now but haven't found a true sadist to really break me on a deep psychological level and mold me into the fag I'm worried I am inside. I love feeling like I don't have any other option but to comply. I'd rather be called names, made to follow degrading tasks and laughed at for it.

I've considered myself straight for so long and have a gymbro personality and vibe. It drives me crazy thinking that some superior man could twist my self-worth until I break and fully accept my place. It would be so wrong if I secretly served as your true fag while continuing to put on my gymbro face with my friends and at work.

Im not into misgendering, crossdressing, or de-transitioning, please don't try to push it on me.

Kinks: Forced degradation, cnc, bullying, name calling, humiliation, tasks, rules, training, mean doms, and way more

Limits: Face pics, money, crossdressing/sissyfication, permanent damage

Restrictions: Currently can't do anal but hopefully can again soon in the meantime the other hole can fill in (pun intended?), have to be discreet around roommate, can send pics as proof videos take a while to edit my face out of.

I have Reddit or Kik to chat on