19 M sub looking for instinctually mean and careless dom

Hiii, I'm looking for an online dom that instinctually has the need to be pleased, and will do what is needed regardless of his inferiors needs. I'm a 19 year old guy from Belgium, and have been leaning on the submissive side over the past few years. I've spent most of my time online, doing various roleplays with doms, or even pics and dirty talks (also tasks).

I'm white (pale), virgin, skinny, said to have a curved fminine feature here and there, green eyes and brown hair

In my free time i usually watch shows, play games, or roleplay. So more of an indoor person. That's why I'm pretty introverted, and socially akward in some situations. Also didn't really keep up with other boys my age.

I want to see if a more dominant man can bully/degrade me (or however he pleases) into something of his own liking. His own plaything and bitch, with the purpose to serve his doms needs. (I will say this: the more personal, the harder they hit). It's kind of a risky experiment I'm willing to take. There is a lot more to learn about me , so feel free to reach out!

List of kinks: degradation, humiliation, bullying, sissification, fminization, bullying, blackmail, forced, corruption, one sided pleasure, roleplay, mindbreak, manipulation, opportunism, betrayal, rough play, bdsm, hair pull, pronebone, master-slave, slurs, lots of cum, insults... and a lot more

Limits: fndom, gore, feet, scat, showing face online