I'm a 32 year old, married man living in London, UK. And despite my best efforts, can no longer deny my true fate. I need to surrender to a true Dominant and allow them to mould me into their perfectly submissive cock-addicted toy. A normal looking man from the outside, but for you a secret, helplessly obedient, endlessly horny slut to do with as you please.

Behaviour modification and forced bi are definitely my biggest kinks. Everything else stems from them. I am open, receptive and enthusiastic to try pretty much any method of achieving this behaviour modification - pavlovian/operant conditioning, hypnosis, blackmail, cnc/brute force, gaslighting, psychological abuse, orgasm control, exposure therapy, repetition, pornography control, oral training, and I'm sure many other creative things you're yet to introduce me to.

All that said I do not want something purely mental, I find it so much more intoxicatingly impossible to resist if the mental is reinforced with the physical. For this reason, while I won't rule out elsewhere if you have a suitably creative solution, I would definitely prefer someone in the UK as I would really like this to be an in person dynamic too. I can occasionally host, and am happy to travel within an hour or so of West London. I am definitely looking for someone searching for a long term project, and if I were to be picky ideally someone versed in training/conditioning/behaviour modification. I truly want to be transformed as you see fit.

While I am not new to the mental side or submission in general, I do have limited experience with the physical, particualrly with men, so I may require a slight easing in. But once it has started I don’t want there to be any let up. My descent into depravity may be slow but it will be constant, unrelenting and inescapable. Continously being pushed further and deeper, my submission growing exponentially with each passing day under your guidance. Your methodical, insidious, deliberate training leaving me with no means or desire to escape, my only option to surrender completely. I want to do things I never would have entertained. I have no interest in being a brat, I would much rather simply obey, submit and be conditioned until I'm a helplessly obedient cumslut for you or anyone you choose. The word no deleted from my vocabulary and left so horny, broken and helplessly obedient that I just react so automatically to that beautiful cock you've placed me in front of. Until serving cock is my entire existance, just as you've trained.

As I am looking for something long term, serious and sustainable, I therefore have some limits so that this can work in real life and it can truly become my new reality.

Limits: Anything illegal Tattooing/Branding/Permanent Marks Puke/Blood/Urine/Scat Not too large an age gap with any partners (no more than 20 years) Anything financial Drugs/Alcohol/Needles Partners must be clean Unsafe sex (not necessarily using condoms, but if not there would need to be clean/have an std test/similar; but of course what happens to the contents of the condoms would be at your discretion) Nothing that affects my work/business Exposure to friends/family

Finally, as I said I am married and in fact run a business with her. Unfortuantely she does not share this fantasy of mine and is not open to it. I will still need time to complete work and as I live with her, I cannot be available for absolutely anything at any time, particularly voice/video calls. That said I want my submission to be 24/7, so I can reply to any messages fairly instantly, perform any tasks as demanded, and can normally steal 30 minutes of privacy when needed. I can also be relatively flexible with working hours and given some notice can usually ensure I'm available for anything more involved.

Anything affecting my partner or exposing this to her is a limit, as is anything that she might notice immediately, so no chastity cages I'm afraid, at least not at night (though small plugs could possibly be subtle enough). Fortunately, I have always found mental chastity so much more evil, to be trained to not even dare to touch myself is just so much more delectable to me. As a consolation, we do have quite the selection of toys, which while admittedly most were not originally bought for me, I may have found myself beginning to explore them. And I can always expand the selection should you feel something is missing.

I am also happy for you to use my relationship against me... In fact, should it appeal, I am more than happy to provide blackmail material to further ensure my compliance. Not roleplay, but genuinely blackmail to give you peace of mind that I will neither want to or be able to disappear or disobey you without the most severe of consequences. If I were to do that, exposing me to my parter would no longer be a limit, in fact I would encourage it to ensure my unwavering compliance. You can be safe in the knowledge you have me utterly trapped and at your mercy. I am more than willing to provide sensitive information about myself, any photos you may wish to request, and my partners/business contact details, or anything else you feel you might want or need.

I am a people pleaser and other than the above limits I am open to almost anything, so if you have something specific in mind, I'm sure you could persuade me.

A few people have asked if I am into feminization/sissification due to my username. I am not specifically looking for feminization/sissification, it is in no way a must, but equally I am open to it if that is something my Dominant wished to pursue. Though please know, I do currently have a beard, and while I'm open to removing my body hair in whatever way you see fit, permanently or otherwise, it may have to be a more gradual process, with certain parts first so that the change is not too immidiately blatant. The beard, if needed, would probably be further down the line too, though if it is an issue aesthetically for you, I'm sure I could find a way to creatively cover my face with some form of hood/latex. The username itself is from a series of seemingly quite effective hypnotic recordings. While they are sissification/feminisation/bimbofication based, it is the very strong cock worshiping element to them that has really resonated with me. They may have also given me a few triggers that, while not yet magic, can certainly put me in a more submissive headspace and make me rather more compliant, and others that help make me far too horny to resist or make sensible choices...

To sum it up, as I've now written an unnecessarily long essay, what I truly need is what appears a relatively normal life to anyone who didnt know. But in reality I would be a helplessly compliant, cock-obsessed slut enslaved to the whims of a dominant or whoever else they chose to do with as they pleased. So, if you'd be interested in moulding me however you see fit, please let me know.

I'm average build, 5'10 Dark hair, blue eyes and have been told my ass is one of my best features. I'm happy to provide pics including face or anything else you may wish to see via dm.

Have a great day and I hope to hear from you soon, R