This is gonna maybe be a long post! But I'm looking for quite specific so here goes!

Im not looking for the standard BDSM Master/slave, but what I want is close. I want to be owned in a specific way!

I want to be denied, but as often as possible made to touch myself to the brink, and when I can't, I want to be talked dirty too, teased, and kept wanting to be touching myself.

I tend to get pretty "stupid" the hornier I get, meaning I'd do anything for the satisfying release, and then I realize what I've done after and get guilty. So how to stop that? Never release!!

I have ALOT of likes, incredibly kinky.

Hard limits: Pain, permanent, face pics, and >>ATM<< life ruining!

Kinks: anything pee related, denial, overstim (if I'm ever allowed to release), edging, gooning, porn, hentai, LOVE ANAL, cei (could be pre!), praise, degradation, freeuse, lighter public (could become more extreme!), and huge into being talked to like I'm stupid, I love vulgar language sexually, the more vulgar the better, and use of simpler words. (Something I'd get even after months of denial), could be anything, Told to pump, etc. I can explain more in chat! I'm looking for something long term! I can send pics as well, just know sometimes I won't be able too if I'm working! And I don't send face for personal reasons!

Hope to hear from people, and I will explain anything more while chatting if need be!