Hi! I am a submissive pup 28m and have been so for most of my life. I have been ... taught...from a young age to worship men and have been doing so for a good while now. Lately however I've discovered a new kink of mine which I am unsure of how to deal with.

In short, I've gotten to the point of personifying Cocks. I see them as their own person with their own Needs and Wants, completely separate from the Men who wield them. Their forms and shapes, their scent, their potency (hard or soft) really attract me, more than the rest of the body.

l've given names to Cocks lve seen online. I dont even make eye contact to doms/Men anymore focusing solely on their Members.

I have even gotten to the point of developing some romantic feelings for one Cock in particular belonging to a long term fuckbuddy.

I would love to explore this kink more with someone who is willing to help. Roleplay would be one option but I am open to suggestions