I am new to this. I have wanted to be this for so long I cannot even remember life before that feeling anymore. It’s always the same, I want to be a sissy…I want to submit…I want to be turned out like a Tijuana street whore until I am submissive and I am truly a slut…until it’s something I beg for and need. Today is the day I want to change that! Today is the day I am going to write some words I could never bring myself to write before.

I seek a man who knows how to trick and manipulate me, who will stop at nothing to get what he wants and is happy to lie…happy to mislead and doesn’t care about what happens as a result.

This man revels in the process of breaking a strong alpha man and turning him into a submissive sissy slut who no longer has limits, who loves being a whore and craves being passed around and used by strangers or for how long! I need a man who will literally turn me out. Who will first rape my mind and lure me into a false sense of security…who will lead me to think I am in full control right up until I am on all 4s, about to experience an intense rape…perhaps for days….and he will not stop. He will ignore my begging and he will continue until I am broken and begging my to let me be a sissy whore full time forever. That man or men who do this will then own me. You will have broken my mind and turned my body into nothing more than 2 warm wet holes, until I feel incomplete without at least 1 cock in me at any given time. I will be your slave, I will ask you to become my owner. Once you own me I can be rented out, auctioned off, trafficked or kept my you…you choose. The type of man I need to meet enjoys the idea of destroying a man and leaving a weak and submissive slut in his place, of owning another human and finds joy in seeing that bottom slut used daily for hours.