Having hard time finding muscular sub

Hi, I'm 22M dom situated in Vancouver Canada. I'm more of a person with cute shy twinkish personality with dark eyes and piercing gaze..🤭

however my kinky side is quite opposite to my persona. I'm interested in exploring rough side of BDSM i.e. more sadistic pain play including, impact play, wax play, roleplay, pet play, foot domination and trampling, bondage, gutpunching any more ...

I want to press my foot against his muscular chest to feel his heat beating under my foot while staring deep into his submissive eyes looking up at me with complete surrender....:)

Thinking of a slave with well built muscular/toned body, with visually stronger body frame, willingly surrender all his strength and power at my feets turns me on.... However most of subs I find are rarely muscular and few which are aren't interested in being dominated by younger smaller looking guy.

I'm more discreet so it's difficult for me to go to kinky events. Websites like recon sucks just like grinder and other dating apps, I also tried fetlife but it is more cater towards hetro demographic.

Any suggestions?

Or tips for finding a comfortable foot carpet to warm my feets in the cold weather of Canada 🤭

Feel welcome to slide into my dms