47 year old, married, white, conservative man looking for a dominant to push me to the depths of my kinks and fantasies. I was introduced to sex by an older cousin when quite young which has caused hypersexuality, curiosity, and kinks which I’ve been fighting most of my life. Have gone to counseling, attended sex addiction programs, and tried medication but the fantasies are always there. I think I may just need to explore and embrace that this is really me. Looking for someone interested in slowly taking control and pushing me down this path. Into sissy/feminization/crossdressing, CBT, anal training, edging and denial, sucking, force and coercion, age gaps, and curious about many other things like free use, sounding, castration, cuckold, breeding, watersports, and more. Would love someone kinky to take me to the darkest places of my fantasies.