I’ve been in love with my best friend for the last 2 years. We have a different kind of friendship. He calls me every day multiple times, we’re always around each other, we’ve cried together, we’ve fought each other and forgiven one another. I have a key to his house, my own toothbrush in his restroom, we sleep in the same bed when I spend the night, his mom considers me her other son. He even moved closer to me a year ago to be near me. People have asked us if we’re dating and we’ve always said no. He considers me his brother, I would do anything for him and he would do anything for me. I am a gay man and he is straight (or so I thought so). He knows everything about me, including the fact that I like men. About a week ago we got extremely drunk and he confessed to me that he has been with men in the past. I was shocked, he’s always claimed to be this straight, macho, woman loving, guys guy. He cried and told me I was the only one that knew. I asked him if he liked being with guys. He said “I don’t know, I might be like you, or bisexual”. I’ve always had thoughts about him being into guys but I always believed I was overthinking. I’ve seen him check out other men, and I’ve seen him flirt with other gay men. I’m sort of relieved because I now know it wasn’t all in my head. I get extremely jealous when people flirt with him. He is VERY attractive, men and women flirt with him constantly. He loves it but he knows it bothers me. Ever since he revealed his secret he’s been distant, I can tell he doesn’t want to talk about it but it’s eating him alive. I’m not going to pressure him into saying anything until he’s ready but I’m going insane. I don’t know if I finally have a shot or if he just sees me as a close friend. He’s strange, we’re so close but he always pushes me away when I want to hug or hold him so part of me is thinking maybe he doesn’t like me. I want to get him to talk about it and I’m honestly on the verge of confessing my feelings for him. I believe he definitely loves me but I don’t know in what way. We behave like a couple but he also becomes distant all of a sudden pushes me away. I’m losing my mind, any advice on what I should do?