When I was 15 years old, one of my balls got injured and I had to have a small procedure done to fix it. A few weeks later, I needed a check up. My regular doctor wasn't in, so I had a different doctor look at me. The new doc was obviously gay asked how I was feeling and asked about my sex life. I was 15 and virgin and I think I just blushed and didn't give him an answer.

Next thing, I got on the table and he removed my underwear to examine me. I remember laying there and he said "you healed quite nicely" and "you got larger than average testicles - did you know that?" He said while he had one hand on my penis massaging it and the other examining my testicles. Of course, talking about sex and getting massaged - I got a raging hard on. He then asked me more questions like do guys in the locker room ever stare at me or comment on the size of my testicles.

I didn't know what to say, I think I was shy because I had this huge boner and couldn't form any sentences. He then asks me to stand up so he can examine me that way. I remember he held my penis in one hand and my balls with his other. He kept moving my erect penis towards his mouth, but never gave me oral. I look back and wonder if he was waiting for me to ask him to do it. He did that exam for another 10 minutes and then I was done.

I never told my parents, but I think about this from time to time. I think that's why I sometimes gravitate towards men older than me and it messes with my head. I don't really know how to classify this since I didn't get raped, or forced to do anything. I just know I didn't know what to do. Is there anyway to classify what happened to me?