Long story short. I was 17 when i had my 1st gay experience. I specifically sought older men. And someone who was much older than me gave me a night ill never forget. Unfortunately this beloved man passed away before i could tell him how i felt. Fast forward. I was in a 10yr relationship that i wasted my 20s on. Now im 37 and feel like ive been pushed aside in the gay world. Is there any older men who like hanging out with upper 30s dudes? Or is my dream of finding someone lost? And at this time i know im 37 and could be a daddy to some young twink. But i despise 20 somethings and ppl who dont know who Judas Priest or Rob Halford is.