So when I’ve come to terms on my homosexuality I’ve never really had like a “crush” on a guy before like I’ve found some guys hot before but like I’ve never actually knew them or they’re just people I see on social media and stuff. Until last night I had this big sleepover with my friends and one of my good friend from 8th grade was there me and him had been pretty chill and all until last night. Like we were just like really close to each other like LITERALLY CUDDLING WITH EACH OTHER. And then he was like wanna go star gazing and we looked and stars and stuff with the “context as just bros being bros” and we stayed up the whole night talking and he was like yeah I’ve never dated any girls and how he’s says how lonely he is and I was like BRO IM LITERALLY RIGHT HERE. But like the thing that I like most about him is his personality I’ve never seen a guy this out going this kind to me in a while. AND HE WORKS OUT he’s literately my type. 😭 but like at the end of the day I know he’s straight which has me crying on the inside because when I do ever get the chance to date a guy openly I feel like he won’t be the same as him. (Also he doesn’t know I’m gay)

TLDR:Why are the best guys always straight

dose this ever happen to you guys ?