Hi. I'm a 23 year old guy living in the Philippines. I am gay since I can remember. Growing up in a conservative environment in which having boyfriend while still studying is a big no. It also helps that I was ugly way back highschool and in college. I am pretty confident that my personality is good. I have a good number of friends that testify that I have a great personality. But,I couldn't stop thinking if I will ever find love. All of my gay friends already have boyfriends and they can easily find guys they can date. NOBODY HAVE EVER CONFESSED/TOLD/SHOWN INTEREST that they like me.....

My self esteem isn't that low and I present myself nicely to others. I have a good sense of myself but I doubt sometimes myself if there is any wrong things in me. Even tried using grindr, only ended up in meaningless hook-ups with guys who didn't want me,only my "service" to them. I am a bottom btw. On the other hand, being single is a gift. I am navigating this journey of mine alone, without anyone. So this is somehow a gift in disguise. The only thing that will comfort me is hope. I'm asking you guys if there is hope? Do you have experience like this but at the end, hi ou found your love? Thank you 🥹