I (19) met a guy (22) on a dating app, both of us are just looking for something casual. Tbh, I'm just really horny and I really want to have my first experience with a guy already! He wanted to invite me for coffee, but I told him that I wanted to have my first kiss already. We talked about booking a room in a cheap motel so we can "have privacy when me make-out." but of course, I wanna do something more than just making out. I wanna try touching each other, maybe a couple of blowjobs and frotting. But of course I'm still nervous. First of all, I'm not out yet to my family. Second, I do not want to bottom yet, I still don't feel comfortable about it. I would like to top but my older partner might pressure me into bottoming. Lastly, what should I know about diseases? How do we practice safe sex?