Hi! I am absolutely desperate to lose control, and lose my thoughts. I just absolutely need a dommy futa to just push all my thoughts away and teach me how good it feels to not be able to make any choices. And what better to replace those useless thoughts with than fat throbbing juicy cock? Your cock, to be precise. I want to be absolutely addicted to the feeling of being stuffed full of cock. Both my ass and my mind. I want you to train me to worship you, and patronizingly explain to me how your cock is way better and more important than mine, and how I feel sooo much better when I just worship your cock. Make me your dumb cocksleeve please! Maybe cage me to make sure that the only cock I think about is mommy's.

Also, I have a huuuge thing for musk, so if just smelling your cock makes me struggle to think, and get sooo horny and overwhelmed, all the better! (Also, I like calling my partners mommy, but that's not a requirement or anything, whatever term you'd prefer goes. Also, light hypno is hot) I am a bit embarrassed about it but I'm kinda really into chastity right now, cause it's such a physical representation of loss of control and inferiority. I also would HATE for it to happen to me irl, which makes it soooo much hotter when I'm told that it's happening anyway~. So yeah, please cage me and explain to me why it's what I deserve <3

Right now I am just drooling over the idea of being just such a helpless toy for Mommy to use that I'm used for things like my cum lubing up her cock for fucking me, or cleaning her off when she's sweaty, and make it so I can't cum unless mommy's cock is in me, or when I'm huffing your musk and humping your leg like a dumb puppy.

I'm sorry for all the clarification, but last bit cause I didn't realize how much this specific thing absolutely destroyed me. I have a MASSIVE gaslighting kink apparently. "Mommy knows best" is such a hot phrase. I absolutely melt when mommy sweetly tells me how I'm wrong and stupid for thinking that I deserve respect, or a choice, and that it was silly of me to think that I could cum from anything other than drowning in the musk of mommy's sweaty balls <3. Holy fuck my heart is pounding just typing this. Please please talk to me like that please. I **need** it so fucking bad.

Please please please message I need it. I'm pretty much only interested in the more flirting/sexting/fantasizing type of interaction rather than a full on rp cause I just want to be myself. I just want to get degraded and treated like the pathetic dumb cocksleeve that I am! <3. I'm not looking to play out a situation with context and an existing established relationship and/or characters. I want to play out me begging you to make me completely dependent on mommy's musky cock, or pretending that I"m not, or play out you telling me how you're gonna train me till I can't even pretend to be anything but your pet anymore. (or other things, the point is that I'm interested in the horny fantasizing and action, not the context)

(please please please message I need it, I need it so badly mommy please. I just thought the phrase "bouncing on mommy's cock" to myself and now I"m blushing and drooling a bit....

But also, fair warning a lot of the reason I'm posting right now is that I am needy and clingy, so I'm sorry if I"m too much)