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hard to let the ED go
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I’m doing well in my recovery. I can feel it. I can feel my thoughts and behaviors going back to ‘normal’. And it’s scaring me. What will I spend my time doing and thinking about if not food? Who am I without this? Am I still special? Am I still going to get attention? Will people still care about me?

I’m riddled with anxiety that if I let this go, I’m going back out into the ‘real world’ and saying goodbye to a piece of me that is dying. It feels like grief.

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