The last few times he’s been coming over I’ve let him cum inside me. I’m not on birth control, just testosterone, so I probably shouldn’t but it feels so good every time. He cums so much, and stays hard after he comes for a few minutes so I can fuck his cum even deeper inside me. I cum every time we do that, and I’m always so fucking wet after he pulls out.

Two weeks ago he was over and at first I told him I didn’t want him to cum in me because last time he had cum so much I was a mess for a while (I secretly loved it). But he pulled me on top of him and started grinding his dick against the opening of my hole and then over my tdick. He was wet with precum, it felt so good with his cock teasing me I didn’t complain when he pushed the head of his dick inside me. He started just shallowly fucking me while he held me up by my thighs, he wouldn’t let me grind down on him and pull me deeper. I could tell he was getting close and I was practically desperate to cum on his dick, he finally asked me if he could cum inside. I said no and he pulled down on his dick and asked me how good it felt. I couldn’t talk but I put everything I had into milking his cock. When he finally came in me I swear I could feel it splash against my cervix. He came in me probably three times throughout the night, when I woke up my thighs were soaking with our cum, and he still fucked me one more time before he went home. It felt so good, his dick is amazing and every time he cums in me I can feel it filling me with every rope of cum he fucks into me.

Ever since he left I’ve been kind of paranoid he knocked me up, there was just so much cum in me, I was leaking for like two days. The more I googled pregnancy symptoms and fertility rates in trans men and became increasingly aware of how sore and dripping my hole was the more turned on I got. I ended up taking a pregnancy test a few days ago and was almost dissapointed when it came back negative. I sent him a picture and told him to try harder next time.

We haven’t set a time to get together again, but hopefully it's soon. Ive been so horny since he left, i cant stop jacking off remembering how it felt to have his cum pumping into me.