18 ftm here. i’ve never felt the need to pass as a cis man, or conform to traditional masculinity. i like being perceived as a queer artsy twink, and while my feminine demeanour used to make me dysphoric, after about 1.5 years on hormones, and months of being stealth, i’m very secure in my gender identity and quite rarely struggle with dysphoria, despite being pre (top) surgery that being said, i’m very quickly developing a strong misgendering kink. it’s hard to not feel a bit ashamed, i feel like it’s just kinda weird. i’m so much happier as a guy and have no desire to detransition, but being bullied about it makes me so turned on. being forced to label my anatomy and admit to being a girl, being filled with cum and then having my pussy plugged, being made to wear skirts and pretty panties out in public. i want my dom to make me admit i’m his pretty girl, i want him to tease me about how i have such a pretty, womanly body and how unfortunate what i’ve done to it is. maybe even (pretend) to convince me i’m not trans at all. i don’t know. i think it’s part of my humiliation kink, but it sure is a weird one. i just want him to make me dysphoric and put me in my place