One of my favourite things ever to do is to get stoned, and get a toy out and just cockwarm it while I'm gaming. That's pretty idle as is, I'm kind of a idle guy. I make tasks posts, that kinda stuff, because I really like having others deciding for me. The one issue with that though, is that if I'm not really into it, I won't do it. Sometimes though, I really wish I had someone to force me to do those things.

I've always really been into overstimulation. It's one of my favourite things, and it's not something I've ever been able to do to myself. I made a post about clit torment the other day, and that is usually my go-to to have a more long-lasting fun session. However, I wonder how much more fun it'd be to have someone do those things to me, rather than me doing it myself. Either they tie me down, or they make me stay in place for fear of punishment, and they just have their way with me. Either tormenting my clit, or making me cum over and over again.

Or honestly, at this point, I'd be at their mercy to have anything done to me. I'm really into getting my holes stretched, so I doubt I'd be against that, but the idea of having someone stretch me out while I beg them to stop, that it's too big, is a really fucking hot one to me. To have them decide when it's enough, whether that be getting that one last big plug in, or fitting a whole hand in me. Or even making use of that new sounding kit I got. Whatever it is, as long as I'm full, I'll probably be happy in the end. I'm greedy, and even if my mouth tells you otherwise, my body will show you just how true that is.

Speaking of being full.. Another one of my solo experiments has been to use my cumtube dildo, and to fill myself up as much as I can. Seeing it all drip, and feeling the big load leave me when I pull away from it is a feeling unlike anything else. I like to bear my full weight down on it, letting none of it out, until it makes me cramp a little, and then letting it all ooze out of me. Rinse and repeat. And sometimes, it makes me wish I could be passed around and used to take load after load after load. You know, that kind of mind-fucked state you get when you're really deep into your horniness ? I kinda wanna get to that state.

The exchanges I've had on reddit that stuck to me the most were always those where it was implied that I wouldn't get much if a say, or how they'd basically like to overwhelm me in all the ways I've described above, and then some. It's not something I think I'd be brave enough to actually do, leave myself that vulnerable, but it sure as hell is fun to talk about, and daydream about.

For a list of yes's and no's to remember in your interactions, since I know some of you like to tell posters things you'd do to them :

yes : "big" insertions (toys, genitals, hands.. if it's big it's a yes), breeding (no pregnancy stuff though that DOES freak me out), sounding, pet names, denial, edging, some pain play, watersports and omorashi (they are different to me), and some humiliation.

no : feminine terms (this includes both insults and pet names, though I don't mind you referring to a vagina as a vagina kinda deal), breeding if it includes pregnancy stuff (i feel the need to double down on this one, I LOVE the idea of being full of cum, but less so the pregnancy aspect), needles, anything that would seriously cause bodily harm, scat, feet, food and all that kind of stuff.

DMs are also open to this, just be aware I'm a god awful sexter, though I enjoy casual conversation and I'm always open to talking kinks or games :) Feel free to drop by and say hello, or some other awful (not actually, but to play into this post ;) ) things you'd do you might not want the public eye to see.