Nothing huge to say…I just want to share my thoughts so far!

I am recovering at my uncle’s house. My pain levels are good. My uncle is also trans and had top surgery as well as other surgeries before. So I’m really lucky to have someone who understands exactly what’s going on.

I opted for no nipple grafts and it still sort of feels like I have breasts still (probably due to swelling) but I can tell I have no nipples anymore. If I had them they would be pinched by the dressings. My chest in general feels like it got smacked specifically by a fast moving object.

It was a really surreal experience when my surgeon marked up my breasts, because I can count on one hand the amount of time anyone had touched my breasts but this was also the last time anyone touched them.

I already miss sleeping in my bed with my partners. I want cuddles more than anything.