Now I don't know if this is cus I'm used to it or I'm not really trans but im pretty confident I am I hate my tits and down below and want to cut them off cus I hate them yet I find it extremely hard to imagine myself flat chested (I have as my grandma puts it "the perfect breasts") I've had many issues not being able to and it gets to me I've also had A LOT of trans phobia from my family saying that I'll never know my sexuality and gender until I've fucked someone which I hate they encouraged me to go behind their back and fuck someone which I strongly disagree on cus id rather them know what I'm doin and be honest I also don't want to fuck a random guy or someone Im with till ik they won't use me and will make me feel safe bc I have been sexually m013st3d I wanna know if I'm bein an unreasonable ass for my not wanting to bang someone until I'm comfortably and if I'm not trans cus I can't imagine myself without tits