I’ve never really thought to address this issue cause it’s so specific and only happens when I masturbate. But I want to find ways to overcome it or just cope with it.

There almost always is a point when I masturbate when I get a strong rush of dysphoria. Like sometimes I have to stop or almost cry. It’s really ugly lol. But it usually will go away if I keep going. Weird thing is that it never happens when I watch porn. I’ve never had sex before so I can’t speak to that but I really don’t want to impact my future sex life. My gf and I want to take things to the next level and I’m nervous that this will become a bigger issue.

Wondering if any other dudes have this problem and if so how to deal with it?