Sorry I’m on mobile and I suck at grammar.

I’ve been on T since June 5 2022 and I know change can take time but I’m really losing hope. It took 6 months for just a tiny hair or two to grow out my chin and it wasn’t till I went from 50mg to 100mg (a month ago) that I got a few more and they grew long enough to be just barely visible for someone sitting next to me. My body fat distribution/muscle growth and everything hasn’t changed at all, the little dude grew a bit for the first 2 months and that’s it.

The only noticeable change has been my B.O and voice. The thing that’s really bringing me down besides my hips/body is my monthly visitor. I don’t expect it to just disappear but some sort of disruption. I’m heavy and get really bad cramps so I was waiting patiently for something, anything, to change but nothing. Same amount and same level of pain, if anything it’s more consistent. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. What could be causing so little change after over half a year. My labs before my dosage was changed said I was a little low but still in a good range so why isn’t that being reflected.

I eat my food groups especially meat, Im always doing something that’s physical whether it’s walking or push ups or dancing, I’ve got a consistent eating and sleep schedule. Self care is pretty good.

Is it my diet, something in my self care or is there no hope and this is all I get. I don’t mean to be a downer but I’ve got no idea what’s wrong with me. I keep chastising myself saying I’m just too impatient but I’ve got a little voice in my head saying what if. If anyone has advice or could tell me what I’m doing wrong it’d be much appreciated.