So I finally got a perscription for T. YAAAY! But haven't gotten it filled yet. I only realized I was a more masculine nb about 2 weeks ago, but I've known I was nonbinary for a few years.

When I first realized that I didn't like the she in my he/she/they, I was really excited and started doing research on T and how it would affect me. I was super hyped for my consultation yesterday to get a medical opinion on how it might interact with pre-existing conditions of mine. Mostly wanted a consultation to think of it as a possibility, something I could start in a month or so.

Then I got to the consultation and they apparently thought I was looking to start immediately. I explained, but eventually decided to go ahead and get the perscription and fill it when I was ready.

Well, now I have it and I'm having doubts. A week ago I was looking at all the changes and really looking forward to almost all of them. Now I don't know. I haven't been out for very long, and what if I end up regretting it afterwards. Not to mention, I hate the idea of stabbing myself with a needle every other week.

Maybe I just hate being on a timeline for it now, I don't know. Anyone else have last minute doubts or advice?