I know this probably should go somewhere eles but I think it'll help others to know there not the only one with this irrational anger. It's hard to explain/get out cause I kniw longer feel this way since going on testosterone however pr T I was angry at cis men that didn't take care of themselves in general I loathed them practically it pissed me off in the most unhealthy way. I never once expressed my anger towards them I kept to my self however i have seen a threapist and they have said its a mix of gender envy and my ed and going on testosterone had help me greatly because it's forcing my body to go through the puberty I was supposed to go through It wasn't easy to get over I had to become okay with the idea that I myself will gain weight on T and other things, but I just wanted others to know that anger your feeling your not alone in feeling that way and it is valid to feel that way but understand that what your feeling should never hurt other intentionally.