Got cucked in shcool

One of my other experience.... When I was in school I really liked a girl who was very beautiful, confident,smart and charming and what I loved about her is that she had alot of attitude and I really had a huge crush on her for couple of years. I would think about being in a relationship with her and treating her like queen but then I found out that she gets fucked by her new boyfriends and gets fingered almost everyday, that time I realised how I got fucked by my crush without her even knowing about it, she used to fuck her new boyfriends and get fingered in school while all I did was fantasize about being in a relationship with him and being her simp boyfriend like a pathetic cuck.