In my first year of uni I got really close with this guy, I’ll call him Callum for the sake of the story, and we became best friends. I had a boyfriend at the time but we broke up about 6 months into uni as most couples do. If I’m blunt, the relationship wasn’t healthy at all. I ended up feeling dependent on a man so I ended up downloading hinge and, soon after, I got another boyfriend who I dated for a few months, this cycle repeated for about a year as a form of self harm, almost, I’d pick the scummiest guy and put myself through hell.

In this time Callum started developing a crush on me. After about 6 months of me finally being single, only really using hookups he asked me out. I said no. Truthfully, I was (and am) still recovering from my first relationship, I made that clear and said I wouldn’t date him as it wouldn’t be at all fair. The thing is, I would date him i’m just not ready and I don’t want him waiting around. We had also agreed to be housemates (with two others) and I didn’t want to make things awkward.

But that’s the thing, he wants to wait around. He started taking me on friend-dates, doing my share of chores around the house. He was like a puppy, a really well behaved puppy which still makes me giggle. I felt so bad but at the same time, I’m not going to complain. I do an incredibly intensive degree alongside a part time job, I’m not going to shun extra help. All this time I’d confide in him about my hookups, about my own sex life in part to reassert the fact I’m not going to date him but something about how eagerly he listened I really liked.

This went on for about a month over summer until, out of the blue, I got a text. It ultimately looked to address the dynamic we have. He wanted to make sure it was ok and that I was ok, and if he could take it further and he was asking me this before he went home for a few weeks. He used the term friendzone cuck and I wasn’t sure what this was, I’d heard both words obviously but I didn’t know what it meant. I didn’t want to leave him on read so I replied, and kind of formalised the relationship.

I’ve started ramping up our relationship slowly. We communicate a lot to make sure we’re both comfortable, and I don’t use him for money or free stuff as I mean, we’re students that’s cruel! It started by letting him give me foot massages and telling him if I had a hookup so he could listen through the walls. I started key holding for him in September and haven’t looked back really.

I think the peak was a few weeks ago where we were all on a night out. I told him to pretend to be my gay best friend and find me a hook up, bless him he tried so hard and it worked - so, I when the hookup had gone I was drunk and decided to let him eat me out.

Now he always eats me up after my hookups! I even send him photos and videos sometimes. If I ever get a regular hookup partner I’d love to let him eat their cum out of me. I’m sure it’s not long now before I start letting. him watch, but in the meantime I’m enjoying being his princess and he’s enjoying the time I give him when he’s unlocked. I told him, as a Christmas treat if he begs me, I’ll give him a handjob but we’ll see.

I’m so happy with my new cuck and the life it’s brought, I’m so happy to be exploring it with someone I trust and someone who communicates with me. We’re both happy and I just wanted to share :))