Just wondering if anyone else feels the same.

All my life and even now, I feel like I have been supressing my fraysexuality and high libido all my life as people will think bad of me for feeling sexual attraction to others several times a day, so some people I have mentioned this too have been derogatory to me about this, especially when in a monogamous relationship.

Also the 2nd point is having been supressing and hiding the fact that after sex a few times and connecting with someone the sexual attraction wears off totally. I would just never ever tell people this as when I had, people would again be pretty mean to me about that.