Hey guys,

My new-ish FLR has been going great for the most part. I have been doing LOTS of chores for her, and I have been in nonstop chastity for nearly 2 weeks now. She has been adding rules and structure to my life as well.

When she found out I had been staying up late looking at explicit content on Reddit, she took away porn and said that the only female nudity she wants me seeing is her body.

We also had another conversation about cuckolding, and she is warming up to the idea. I am feeling great about how I have been able to overcome my embarrassment and openly communicate to her how much I'd love it if she fucked stronger and more dominant men with bigger dicks. Even if she doesn't end up cucking me, it just feels like letting her see the real me, which feels good.

But I am just feeling very frustrated because I want pussy so bad and I can't have it. 😭

She is in law school, and under a lot of pressure and stress. Last night, I went over to her place to cook dinner for her and do a long list of chores she had for me. Other than eating together, we weren't really supposed to be hanging out, but rather she was going to work on her school work and I was going to do my chores.

But it turned out that she was very very horny, much more than usual. After my chores, she led me to the bedroom where we started to fool around. I got naked except for my chastity cage, but she kept her clothes on. We got into the missionary position and started making out. Her tongue was all over me and practically down my throat. I started thrusting like I was fucking her, even though I couldn't. I was so turned on and wanted to fuck her tight, wet pussy so hard.

It reached the point where I thought I would lose my mind and I broke down and began to beg her for permission to be unlocked and to fuck her and to cum. I begged so earnestly and promised her everything I could think of. I said I would do anything. But she just looked amused, giggled and said no. There wasn't even a trace of pity or sympathy on her face, and it was as though she felt no guilt whatsoever for denying me.

After my anticlimactic frenzy had subsided she had me watch while she used her vibrator to cum. It didn't take her long at all. After her orgasm she just looked so incredibly satisfied and happy. I looked at her, feeling a whole cocktail of emotions... I felt impotent and silly. I felt jealous that she got to cum and I didn't. But I also felt so happy for her and enjoyed that I got to be her little helper.

She laid back, still breathing heavy, and I laid my head on her chest. Her breasts enveloped me and she gave me the most amazing forehead kisses and called me her sweet boy while stroking my hair. It was very emotional and intimate for me… I almost felt like crying. As I lay there, I thought about how differently I would be feeling if I had cum, and I was overcome with a sense of gratitude toward her for not letting me.

It was humiliating because I had abandoned all dignity and begged for everything I was worth, only to be told no. I don't think I had ever felt so powerless, and she had never seemed so powerful. I think she sensed it too. It was as though I was a little boy whose mommy took away his favorite toy. And yet somehow I loved my frustration and my humiliation.

Today, I want to cum so badly... but I just want her approval and to please her even more.