I'm kind of just lost in life right now. Besides mental health issues , I have family issues and it's just hard to hold down any job which sucks. I'm currently in school at WGU , but haven't been taking care of my classes just with losing my part-time job recently, I just feel like a failure lowkey, but I am going to make an effort to make myself finish atleast one lesson tonight. Also, I was just recently out of a mental hospital a month ago after a suicide attempt in September and had to get stitches , so I'm still kind of not really over it even though I should be. I am seeing a therapist just not a psychiatrist because I can't afford anything because I'm out of work. I am living with my mom at 22, but she sees my mental health as attention seeking and that I'm lazy and I do blame myself. I am looking for work but not as soon as I would like and I am seeing a therapist on a biweekly basis which I hope helps. I'm trying to get back on track it's just frustrating. Really my main goal in writing this is to just explain what I want to do it life. I really want to make a full-time job as an artist doing commissions etc, and really teaching. I'm currently going to WGU for business, but I don't know how to get my art out there. I was in AP art for many years in Elementary school throughout High School. It was basically the only thing keeping me alive at that point in time. If money wasn't a complete issue I would want work in indie animation and hopefully pitch something to a studio , but show like Hellva Boss and YouTube Animators like Ethan Becker , give me hope in making a show without having to rely of some company like Cartoon Network or Netflix to make my show . But that cost a lot of money and in the meantime I need to really work on my art, but not for the money just for myself. But, I don't know where to start as in posting without caring so much about views and more on improving and making it a daily habit. I just suck at completing goals atleast with my art , my ego gets in the way and I never feel good enough. Especially, after the whole situation that happened with my suicide attempt about me obsessing over another artist/friend I admired a lot . So , because of this and other shit in my life. All I want to do it basically sleep and not do anything . I do somethings like I set constant goals and I do some I just feel like it's the bare minimum and I should be working harder. I just don't know where to start. I know my path I'm just feel like I'm not making enough progress. Well any . But I try to be grateful for what I have accomplished I am just in a bad headspace right now and don't really know where to go from here.