So, in about a week I have to fly back to the states to pursue a nursing career. Now as the date comes closer, I'm questioning everything since I won't be with my partner for a very long time. We've been living together in the country just fine and we've been together for more than a year and I just don't want to leave him 😞

I could be working here with him, teaching english, but I want to pursue something that I want. Something bigger than teaching English here. Make more money as well. And I think it's a smart idea to build a better future for myself.

We have done long distance relationship before, it was definitely hard, but this time it's a whole another level since we're basically going to be on opposite sides of the earth and it's going be months as well. Before we just lived in a neighbouring state, NJ and NYC. He could go back to the states with me but he doesn't want to since he hate Brooklyn and cold grey weather.

I've been just dreading here and tearing up randomly at times. I know I should make a lot out of the time I still have here. But knowing we're going to be away from each other for months just make me very depressed and it will probably tear us apart emotionally when I get on that plane 😞. Any tips on this?