(21m) I most recently achieved something pretty neat. I managed to conquer my inner voice and actually become a force of good for once, all to come crashing down in an instance of self-doubt and work related romance, I failed to keep my word in a very big industry and will be going back into the same industry elsewhere for the sake of, “trying again”. Have been, “hiding” since everything is in close proximity and just is weird since nobody knows what happened hell I don’t even know it was a mix of a lot of things and maybe it’s just not meant to be no matter how many times I try to pursue that one thing haha. HATE the fact I have to start all over and that I’ve never ended things professionally. Going to be the attention grabber all over again that HAS to execute as I believe my options have been drained which obviously isn’t true.