me 24 femboy goth male ? Hard to describe myself but first time I have been asked on a coffee date in ten years and I'm very nervous as I'm use to hookup culture the idea of just being treated as a person instead of just a thing to sleep with has me super happy and the guy is really cute and nice to me I've known him about a year we seem to have good chemistry but I'm concerned about the age difference he's 21 I'm now 24 to other people that may not seem like a big deal but I feel so old compared to him we are both femboys and have been friends for a bit online but his beauty legitimately intimidates me and I get stupid nervous where I video call to talk with him which is polar opposite around my family work and friends I would rate myself a strong 4 in superficial attraction but he's like a 10 grey eyes red lips his face is just like looking at a model or movie star and he's very lithe elf like? in shape but like skinny and I look at myself fat goth guy with surgery scars and I really don't want to disappoint him any advice is appreciated I'm normally a very outgoing confident person but he just has this affect on me he just look at me and I feel such a sense of affection love lust whatever you want to call it and I'm picking my outfit tonight and it's very stressful any help or advice please I'm posting here because we are both femboys and I did not think this would make sense to post on the gay advice bros