M23 recently went to dinner with family for a birthday occasion and my family kept commenting on how "pretty/handsome I looked and when people tell me that I immediately hate it feels so staged when people call me attractive it's like my immediate reaction is they have to be saying it to make me feel better or its pity every time I look in a mirror I see my crooked nose my damaged left eye how one side of my face is full of light scarring from a car crash I've been told it's barely visible but it's all I see I just dunno what to do anymore what to believe my own self perception or other peoples view of me I'm a little drunk right now so I apologize for posting here but I feel like other femboys get this bias body dysphoria I'm comfortable with my gender I just really hate my own face have been considering getting piercings to augmented my face I just dunno anymore sorry for the drink rant luv you random internet people 🖤🖤🖤🖤