I never really thought the femboy journey would transform my life in ways that it has. Its really made me question a lot about myself and in relation to other people. I never actually thought it was embedded into myself as much as it was before i even understood that it was. And somehow, spilling it out to my mother and father. My sisters. Feeling so ashamed of being this way. Questioning my gender identity and sexual preferences…I never would have thought i would have recieved the love that I had thought that I needed. If only I knew of the femboy in me sooner…because I would have wanted…

No….I would have NEEDED this love sooner. How my life could have changed realizing this is what I would have enjoyed embracing.

Im…just glad that, the fear is slowly dying. And being me is okay. Its a joy I would have never imagined. Feeling that, Im okay in this world; even if its just a slice of it. I just…never would have imagined this would have finally come out even if it was because Ive been at a breaking point in my mental health. Im…just glad.

For once. Glad to be….me.