So I live in Texas and to be honest, I’ve never been in a relationship. I think it’s because I want to keep my identity as a guy in my public and professional life. I would only be a femboy or CD in private with an open-minded man. Usually the guys I’m with are straight. They prefer feminine. However, it always just ends up being a sexual relationship rather than a true relationship. I’d love to one day find a man that’s perfectly fine with me in “boy mode” so I can blend in with the rest of the world but also know I can be in “girl mode” to be the feminine figure he needs in his life. I think our public relationship would be like guy best friends and our private life would be like a hetero male/female relationship. How do I find men to date that would even be open to this? I don’t want to be fetishized but I also want a man that’s attracted to my natural femininity. It’s been a struggle to truly find what I’m looking for. Thanks