Only a few months ago, I was very depressed, hated looking at myself, and I didn't put any thought into my outfits. I never took photos of myself or even thought I looked good in any outfit my entire life. I barely even took care of my body. But then, I decided to give the femboy thing a shot and I'm so glad I did. I'm so much happier now from it! I actually put thought into my outfits now, take much better care of my body, and actually like looking at myself in my outfits! It all just feels right to me.

However, I don't think my journey is over. I still am not happy with my body. When I look at myself now I wish my face was more femme, that my booty was bigger, that I had breasts, softer skin, and longer hair that wasn't thinning. I'm not sure if it's dysphoria or not. I noticed that I'm also terrified of aging as a guy, but not when I imagine aging like a girl. So I think there may be more to this than I thought. Any thoughts on this part?