I never thought i could ever say this but i finaly experienced what it feels like to be loved for the first time in my life. I have realized i am bi quite a while back when i had a crush on one of my male friends but never thought ill get a boyfriend but now, everything changed. I found him on many femboy subreddits i folow searching for love so i decided to give him a chance and wrote him, in first few messages i found out what a lovely person he is and already knew i want to spend rest of my life with him. Well after a bit of chatting i went straight for it without overthinking it too much (that is extremely rare for me) and asked him to be my, forever and to my surprise he immediately accepted . Since then he has only shown his love to me. Just the fact that i have accepted i cant be loved and he showed me the exact opposite makes me love him more then anything and i do plan on moving in with him so we can live happily together forever. :3