Im 19yr 6’2 and have had a couple girlfriends but the thing is i never felt that sexually. attracted to them when i was about 14-15 i started seeing femboy content like finnster and thought it was weirdly attractive. So on the Christmas of 2019 i got a giftcard for amazon and my first thought was to buy some thigh highs so thats what i did. Thankfully my parents don’t check my mail so when i got them i locked myself in my room and tried them on. It felt so right when i put them on and i felt so cute. Also the only reason I’ve had girlfriends is because im conventionally attractive and they hit on me, but whenever we got in bed i felt no attraction to them i had to force myself to get hard because i was scared of being a disappointment but in the end i was not very into it. I haven’t tried to fool around with guys just yet because i live in the south and my parents would not accept it.