I'm a 21m who's recently really fallen for my friend(20m). We're both bi but as he's only bi curious he's expressed not wanting to get into a relationship with me as he's not sure he wants to be in or is ready for a gay relationship and because we're really close (we've known each other for 4 years and have been each other's rocks on multiple occasions, especially me with my suicidal thoughts he's helped me immensely with those more then he even knows) he wants to know if he gets into a relationship he's 100% committed. We've also basically agreed if we were the opposite gender (no matter who was swapped) we'd be in a relationship last year. I love his honesty and how upfront he is about it but at the same time it's getting harder to control my feelings for him. I love him so much that at work I'm literally daydreaming about him. My heart yearns for him but I'm trying to be patient and see what happens because that's what I need to do but idk how to keep suppressing my feelings for him.