So I grew among women as a child and thought I was one til 1st grade, then had 12 years wondering what I was until I decided I have a male body but I still wanna feel feminine and cute.

So, what have I done so far?

• accepted myself.

• my mom (kinda) accepts me, rest of family don't know or don't accept it cuz " It's gay" 🙃. Friends just make fun of it in a loving way, so I'm the honorary girl of the bunch and it's awesome!

• i got a haircut to get the right shape to it, just need some months for it to grow to the right length.

• I usually shave my whole body and face, although some times I fall back, currently moved and we don't have a mirror yet, so it pains me to know I'm slowly growing a beard rn.

• I wear lots of oversized hoodies.

• ideally, I'd be able to have hormones to help with my body too, I'm very slim with very thicc upper thighs, so hopefully hormones would make me have less stupid proportions and help with me sometimes being overwhelmingly horny too. As for my voice I'm trying to train it but I'd say it's between boyish and androgynous, but since sometimes I don't have emotions it can get really deep and sometimes I have too mamy emotions and become psychotic but my voice also becomes more androgynous. So, if necessary someday I'd risk more intense measures to "fix" my voice.

-my end goal would be people looking at me and legit thinking I'm a woman and at worst not being able to be certain about my gender. I'm not big into make up tho, Tried it a few times but I have a thing with eyes that makes me faint, so the thought of just doing the make up around my eyes was enough to faint. So I'd either have get someone to do it, have to force it or just drop it completely.

Soooo, this is the part where I'd like some tips on how to come closer to the femboy look I want so much, lifestyle, voice, looks, products, for hair, removing body hair, etc I want it all please!

Sorry for such a long post and hope I can get some useful intel, thank you for those you read and thank you if you replied too!