I’m not asking for prosecutorial reasons-just kind of, breaking gay male stereotypes. Toxic masculinity has told me that i should have fought harder punched used my colossal black “actual boy strength” “sarcasm I’m a femboy, heavy but not intimidating at all …think smaller Lizzo ) I don’t have any R—- fetish … Soo I’m not ever leading him on in that way! I do know I was kind about him stopping, but direct, and repeatedly saying “ please stop, we can continue BUT I need to get up…I’m serious”and he was “no I’m not gonna stop f—-in this good ass” and stuff like that. Then he finished and left. I couldn’t get up until i heard him leave

…. In your opinion what happened to me ( if what I’m saying is true.. just to be fair) i feel so much like it’s my fault or my responsibility I was telling this to person, and they were disturbed by my nonchalantness that i had been assaulted?