WHO I AM.

Hello, I'm Christopher! I'll try my best to sum up a little about myself! I'm 24 years old, 5'8", slightly husky with dark eyes, dark hair, and beard. I’m not one to speak highly of myself however others might tell you that I’m kind, warmhearted, inclusive, loving, and witty. I take great joy in finding humor in situations and making people smile! I’ve been told I am a rather excellent and respectful listener as well. I do fluster exceptionally easily, and I can be pretty shy and insecure sometimes which can result in being rather clingy or needy. My personality is very naturally submissive– living as such feels right to me.

My day-to-day life is fairly mundane right now. I spend time with my family, play PC and Xbox (super excited for Scorn to release!), listen to music, occasionally watch nature, science, or mystery documentaries/videos. I possess an affinity for learning about anything and everything. I find many topics intriguing! Need random and obscure or mildly interesting facts? I’m your guy! Fascinations of mine include language and learning new vocabulary, art, gaming, nature, history, philosophy, physics, some anime/manga and dark, creepy, or Eldritch stories. (Shoutout to David Attenborough, Lovecraft, Beksinski, Kurzgesagt, and Vsauce! Any fellow fans out there?) Also, coffee. Can’t forget coffee. Oh, I’d love to visit the Pacific Northwest someday! I’ve dreamt about going out that way for as long as I can remember. It looks absolutely beautiful! Despite all these interests, though, I truly wish to work at improving my life and getting back to more productive habits. I seriously struggle maintaining them when left alone for too long. All that being said, I have recently dove into the world of online therapy! I figured it was time I gave it a shot!

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WHO I AM…BUT MORE!

To be frank, I am not, currently, entirely self-sufficient. In the spirit of transparency, I’ll say this: I dug myself into a hole a few years back and have made meager upward progress. My life is essentially at a standstill. I feel I’ve become far too comfortable and complacent. It's not forever but that's the reality of now and it’s exactly part of what I’m hoping to work towards changing! I’ve grown quite a bit mentally and as a person but I’m not perfect. There’s certainly room for improvement! It's evident that I thrive when someone, outside of my family, is controlling/guiding me, hence my longing for a dominant “Mommy figure” in my life. I suppose I never really formed a solid foundation of self-discipline. I’m aware that ambition should come from within oneself, but virtually nothing compares to the surge of motivation and energy I feel when it’s at the decree of someone I can respect, love, trust, and serve! Devoting myself to those closest is very special to me. I want to be there and give of myself to that particular person who deserves it! Although there are times when I’m riddled with self-doubt, one thing I am confident of is that I will always be as kind, loving, and supportive as I can to others.

As for the kinkier aspect of things, I'm pretty keen on cuddling, head-pats, praise (So scandalous!), mild CBT, being teased and denied, edging, orgasm control/chastity, ruined orgasms (huh, being frustrated is somehow fun), and pegging. Doing tasks, serving, and being an obedient pet are great too! I love the idea of potentially being praised as “Mommy’s good boy/puppy”, being rewarded, comforted, and reassured! Don’t get me wrong though, I thoroughly enjoy the whole “Step on me!” side and simply adore the dichotomy of sweet/gentle and sadistic/cruel! I wouldn’t consider myself to be “bratty” at all; however, I may “complain” from time to time, not in an obnoxious way though! It’s just for some extra attention or even some fun-ishments! I’d be open to venturing into some degradation as well! Being both Mommy’s good boy AND Mommy’s bitch?! Haha, yes please! If it isn’t abundantly obvious at this point, I do have an affinity for Mommy Domme dynamics, which I know can be a dealbreaker for some. A few hard limits I ought to list include cuckoldry, findom, scat, watersports, gore, CEI, and feminization. These aren’t exhaustive lists, as I prefer to be reasonably open-minded. On the more wholesome side, I sincerely miss that comfort and warmth of someone willing to look out for me. By that I mean little things such as keeping me on a schedule, making sure I exercise, eat properly, etc. I know there are those out there who love that dynamic. I equally enjoy filling a similar role for others–whatever that may entail. It could be doing simple tasks, helping with organizing, or even online grocery orders! I’ve done that type of thing in the past and assisting in any small way I can is very fulfilling! Last but not least, monogamy is essential to me as well. Only one may have all my affection and devotion! All that being said, however, my experience is minimal but not zero and I am certainly more than willing to learn and be trained further!

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WHO YOU MIGHT BE!

Having someone I wish to better myself for may sound shallow, but it drives me. I'd be thrilled to have the opportunity to meet someone with whom I can form a bond of care, love, and trust; this would be someone who can push and challenge me to be my best self. I yearn for a deep, genuine connection with someone who can act as an authority to keep me in check and obedient when. I don't mind if you're a bit new to feeling/being dominant either; we can explore together! Having a sense of humor is a major plus as well. Fair warning, our interactions will be exclusively online for the foreseeable future due to personal reasons. Also, looks aren’t the whole story, but it is important to have at least some level of mutual attraction, right?

Wow, that was a lot. Thank you very much for taking the time to read my post, regardless of being interested or not! Feel free to message me anytime if you have questions! I wish you all the best of luck, and have a great day!